Will I fly now 2

As he was sitting there on a plastic chair with metallic legs on a round table in a coffee shop downtown, he took a sip of his coffee that arrived while adding an additional bag of sugar and steering his coffee with that plastic spoon.... His eyes were full of tears and he took a deep look at the window which overlooked a busy street. The sound of  shattering glass inside the coffee shop drew back his attention, Passing his sight, There she stood smiling at him and she broke the ice with "Hey!"
"Well hey there, How are you?"
"I am pretty fine thank you, Mind if I sit?? "
"No, Not at all, please make yourself comfortable" she dragged a chair and sat towards him
"So have you opened the wooden box yet?"
"I did actually" gazing at the busy street
"And what did you find in it?"
"Well it was a letter she wrote, full of doubts, fear, pain and awkward hints"
"Is that right now!" she smiled "How did you know that, If you may tell me?"
"You know I loved her my entire life, we got into a lovable, cute and an amazing relationship"
"So you are telling me that by this relationship and time you spent together, you knew what the letter was talking about, the deep message beneath the sentences and words??"

"At first I didn't get it, I thought she was leaving me for someone else" He said those words with difficulties ............ "But then I read it another time, and another, and another" His voice was trembling as if his voice was wrestling with his throat trying to escape and tears started to flow....
He continued "I finally got it, I did, I thought I got it too late....... So I threw everything, I kicked what was in front of me, I started running, Hurling, I saw her with every single step I took... I saw her picture and face growing dimmer. She was escaping and I couldn't let her go...........
That message was she was dying and she had to break up with me so that I can move on, But how could I, How could I be that selfish!! and move on, She was my all, She was me, She was my joyful part, My smile, My hope, My sun and moon .......... I couldn't!!..... I can't and I won't forget her so in a marathon with time I started running, I felt I am galloping towards the hospital with her words from the letter still ringing in my head and I can still quote them "The days we spent together were wonderful, it was like the sunny beautiful day in the marvelous autumn, but darling every autumn is followed by a cold winter, A rainy winter with tears falling from the skies, Kissing every piece of ground it touches, Every branch of tree... But then spring comes and the colors shine, Daffodils dance and tulips jog.... then the whole year pass and back to autumn for a new cycle..... and when time is right we will meet , Have faith and hope my dear" I couldn't take it, she still loves me and I love her too, I LOVE HER TOO!!!  But I was late, She left me...... I couldn't tell her I love you one last time and daily I sit here and blame myself...."


"But I think you forgot her, Right?" She asked
Banging his fist on the table "How could you say such thing!!?"
Smiling at him " I mean she is standing here in front of you and you couldn't recognize her" with tears filling her eyes..
As his eyes went wide and with tears dropping, Face blushing, Hands shaking "But!! But... How could you leave me this way my dear, How beautiful are you, How am I desperate without you"
"I'm sorry, It is something beyond me and you......., It is something beyond our choices............"
Staring at each other for a while
"Do you still want to fly my dear, Do you still consider it?"
"Every single day since you left me my love, Every single day"
"So hold my hands my love, Hold my hands and reach for me and let us fly together and not just that we are going to be together but forever also my love.... come hold my hands, come my love...